Chapter 188: Chapter 188
ASHAL
I've been having sleepless nights ever since Olivia beggedto give our relationship one more chance for the
sake of our unborn baby. | wake up earlier than usual and spend hours on the treadmill, hoping to distract myself
from the dilemma. | am yet to give her a response and frankly, | don’t know what to say.
She was right. There's still a part ofthat cherishes her and the memories we share from my penthouse, the
days before Maddi filled my thoughts and my dreams. However, those residual feelings are nothing compared to
the love which burns insidefor the first woman to accept me, flaws and all. | love Maddi now, better than |
loved Olivia before. Olivia used to be my world, but now it’s Maddi.
But Liv’s words got my wheels spinning though. Is it possible that my feelings for her sister are not as deep as |
imagine and merely a reflection of everything | wanted from Olivia? Could my feelings for Maddi be subject to
change eventually if the circumstances differ between us?
No, | could never allow that. | love Maddi through and through, but what will Liv do if | decline her plea? Will she
hurt herself and our baby? Distracted, | almost slip off the treadmill. Jumping down, | turn the machine off and
dry my face with a towel just as Ashley strolls in. From the look on his face, | can tell he hoped to have some
alone tin the gym.
"Trouble sleeping too?" | ask him before downing swater. He merely shrugs. The scene at the hospital comes
back to me, him pulling Demi by the hand to go have a talk outside and Ashton losing focus on our discussion
with Skylar afterwards.
| have no idea what is going on between the three of them but it appears to be a strong love triangle, just like
the one | am having with Liv and Maddi. A thought crosses my head. Maybe my brother and | can help each
other.
"Hey, that scene at the hospital between you and Demi seemed intense. I've noticed you getting riled up by her
presence every tshe shows up. Is it what I'm thinking?"
His face is smeared with a massive scowl as he looks at me. "And what is it that you're thinking?"
"That you might not be over her?"
He grits his teeth. "I was never into her. | just wanted to have her because we were married. That's in the past
now. We're divorced and after everything that’s been revealed about her lately, | just find it hard to stand her. |
don’t know how any of you can. Fine, maybe she did save your life but guess what? That doesn’t compensate for
the other atrocities she’s committed against us. How can you let your guards down around that manipulative,
hwrecking..."
"Wow. Ok, dude, | get it."
| can’t believe how angry he’s getting over the mention of her name. Ironically, it remindsof Ashton a couple
of weeks back and how the tides have turned now and Ashton is playing Demi’s knight in shining armor.
Sometimes, loud emotions like this can be masking a hidden truth which in this case could mean that Ashley
doesn’t totally hate Demi like he claims. Maybe he’s frustrated and hates that a part of him still fancies her
despite everything that happened between them. However, | keep these thoughts to myself.
He sits on the bench press and chugs swater. "Tell her in whatever language she understands to keep her
distance from our family. She's a bad omen. | can feel it."
"She's already very involved, it’s too late to cut her off now."
"What?"
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇt"She's the reason we even found out about our father and grandfather. Don’t you think she wants to know how
everything plays out? Besides, | believe we are still going to need her." | edge closer to him seeing how
miserable he looks. "Ashley, is there something more to this? You can confide in me." Uncomfortable with my
hand on his shoulder, he moves away.
"There's nothing more to it. | just don’t like having Demi around. That's it."
"Are you still in love with her?"
"Excuse me?"
Sighing, | give him a meaningful stare. "C'mon, it seems like it. You don’t look like you're over her and this
agitation to stay far away from her only tellsyou don’t trust yourself around her. If that’s the case..."
"THAT IS NOT THE CASE." He yells defensively into the quiet morning. "Don’t confusefor Ashton. He's the
one who can’t get over her, not me."
"What are you talking about?"
"Don’t pretend like you haven't noticed the way he looks at her lately. The sman who swore whenever her
nwas uttered around him especially after you were kidnapped suddenly starts defending her before
everyone. Shameful. It’s not just the classic chivalry we've cto know him for. They're sleeping together."
My eyes widen in shock. "You can’t just make such accusations..."
"She spends nights in his house at the old Navy Road. I've seen them together." Ashley streaks a hand through
his hair. "Look, | am not jealous or anything. | am just highly disappointed that he didn’t deem it necessary to tell
me. If she had been his ex-wife, | wouldn't touch her with a ten-foot pole without pre-informing him first. It's
common courtesy. Instead, he goes about defending her in front of us even when it makes no sense and then
kissing her in corners of the hospital. It’s disgusting."
Crap. So, that’s where the annoyance is stemming from. Ashton and Demi are secreting seeing each other and
Ashley feels betrayed?
"Have you talked to him about it?"
"Why should 1? He didn’t bother to talk tofirst so we're just going to leave it at that. The fact that they're
sneaking around only goes to show their guilt. They know what they’re doing is wrong. Anyway, all | care about is
that Demi not get in the way of our family’s happiness ever again. | don’t believe for a second that her intentions
are pure. She's very good at getting people to believe what she wants them to believe. She cinto our family
like an innocent victim of a drunken night only for us to realize she was the mastermind of a five-years long
revenge plan aimed at our destruction. That's no longer hatred; it's an obsession and obsessions just don’t
disappear overnight. She’s still hiding something and the sooner you all realize that, the better for us all." He
abandons his planned workout and heads for the door, leavingwith my mouth hanging open.
Crap. And here | was hoping to gain sinsights from him on how to handle my own problems. | dab my face
with my towel, thinking about Ashton and Demi. | can imagine why they've kept us all in the dark about their
relationship; because the timing of it sucks.
Frankly, what we were all hoping for was for them to go back to being at least civil with each other after the
misunderstandings that occurred. | for one thought Ashton would need tto fully embrace his feelings for
Demi after everything they’ve been through but this is as sudden as sudden gets.
Hence, | understand Ashley’s pain. It must sting, terribly. Demi even spends nights at Ashton’s home? That's...a
whole other level. They're a ring away from being locked in for life.
When | finish showering and dressing up by 5am, | make a detour to Maddi’s room. She’s all snuggled up in bed,
purring softly. I'd hate to leave without letting her know. Hence, | crawl up next to her and nibble her neck. She
flips over, crushing her lips to mine almost ferociously. Feeling the massive band of her tummy, I pull away
instantly, shock splattered all over my face as Olivia sits up in bed.
Bile tickles my throat. "What the fuck is this, Olivia? Where's Maddi?"
She scratches her eyes. "We switched rooms last night, Madeline's idea not mine. She figured it'd be better for
"She wouldn't do such a thing, not without telling me." Which means Liv is lying.
Liv’'s eyes darken with pain. "Were you even going to kissgood bye too? I'm carrying your legacy, Ashley. I'm
not a baby breeder. | AM A HUMAN WITH EMOTIONS TOO!" The waterworks start as her eyes grow misty. "Why is
it so difficult for you to showslevel of affection too? Do you findunattractive because I've put on a
bit of weight due to the pregnancy?"
"Liv, please, don’t go there. We both know that’s not what this is about. | LOVE YOUR SISTER. | need you to
respect that. Whatever you're trying to do...it's only going to ruin four lives. You and | can’t be together that way.
My heart yearns for someone else now."
She yanks off the bedsheet and climbs down. Her hair is disheveled. Her eyes are furious.
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"Olivia, that is not funny. Put the fucking blade down!" Fear claws at my insides when her empty, teary eyes fail
to register my order. Blood trickles from her wrist following a quick slash. "OLIVIA!"
"Stay back!" She warnswith red eyes. "I'll cut deeper if you cany closer."
"Olivia please, you're bleeding."
"What do you care? You're just worried about your baby, aren't you?"
Fuck the soundproof door of this room. | wish someone could hear and givea helping hand here. Panicking, |
drop to my knees.
"Please, you're losing blood. We can talk about us later. Letget that cleaned up."
Her eyes roll to the back of her head as she begins to stagger. Yet, when | attempt to edge closer, her warning
remains the same. Her voice is clipped with frustration.
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Ashal. That's all | want, please. That's
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have our baby and be kicked out of
the picture while you and Maddi raise
my child. | want my family back.
Maddi will easily find her own man.
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Her words fade in my head as | watch her blood pool at her feet.
"PROMISE ME!"
"Okay! Okay, Liv. You win." Hands in the air, | cave in to her demands. "We'll be a family again, okay?"
"And Maddi? You'll break up with her and send her home, won't you?" The words cout in a slur as she
struggles to keep her weak eyes open. Slowly, | advance towards her.
"Yes, I'll do as you say."
"You won't break your word, w-will you?"
| catch her before she collapses to
the floor, a sheen of sweat coating
her forehead. | stop the bleeding fy
tying a cloth Over ht fst before
d@lifig RY medical aid. Within
seconds, everyone floods into the
room, panicking when they find Olivia
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| retreat backwards, trembling slightly. | ignore the rapid-fire questions being thrown atand head for the door.
Even when Maddi reaches forwith worried eyes, | avoid her touch and silently walk away.