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Ryan's lips were fiery and intense, and his raw, unpracticed kisses were somehow the most seductive thing
about him.
My heart was pounding like crazy, and the heat flooding throughfelt like my sanity was about to go up in
flames.
Ryan was tall, and the muscles he'd built from years of playing ball gave him this unmistakable masculine
energy.
| had no idea where my hands should go on him.
| wanted to pull away and stop him from acting on impulse, but Ryan was more assertive than ever.
His big hands keptclose, not lettingbudge an inch. The more | tried to resist, the tighter he lockedin.
Ryan’s handsface was burning red, and the look of desire in his eyes set my heart ablaze.
Just as he was about to go for my collarbone again, | quickly pushed him away.
Forced to break away in the heat of passion, Ryan's intoxicated gaze was suddenly filled with surprise.
“Ryan, let's not do this,” | said. Even though | was planning to break things off with Nathan, | couldn't just move
on instantly.
| needed to give both Ryan and myself a chance to calm down. Rushing things in love always ends badly.
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“You're not willing to be with me?” Ryan's shock faded into disappointment. He dropped onto the bed beside me,
his gaze falling to the floor.
“You're having your first time, but I'm not,” | blurted out without thinking, my mind in chaos.
“So only your first tmatters?” Ryan looked up at me. “Shouldn't every tmean something?”
| was left speechless, unable to argue back.
Seeingfreeze up, Ryan stood up again. “Victoria, | just want to ask you one thing-do you actually want to be
with me
or not?”
His question leftspeechless. After being reborn, falling in love wasn’t even on my agenda. But now, with all
these amazing guys lining up to confess to me, is the universe seriously testingwith all this temptation? I'm
only human- how am | supposed to pass this test?
I'm no saint. Even saints would be tempted in my shoes.
“You still haven't made up your mind?” Ryan asked, his voice laced with a touch of longing and frustration.
I nodded, not wanting to lie to him. “Ryan, please forgive me-I just can’t jump into this relationship so quickly.”
Ryan's eyes fell, clearly stung. “Is it because of Uncle Ryan?”
I looked up at him, and Ryan locked his gaze on mine. “You don’t actually have a thing for someone like Uncle
Ryan, do you?”
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| quickly shook my head. “Of course not. Why would you think that?”
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Ryan let out a soft snort. “Is it true you girls always go for older guys, thinking they're more patient, more
understanding, and will spoil you rotten?”
I held up a finger right away. “I swear, I've never thought that way. Whether a guy is good or bad has nothing to
do with age. You might be younger than me, but you're way more caring than any man I've ever met.”
“Really?” Ryan looked up at me, his eyes clear and intense. “Better than your ex-husband? Better than Nathan?”
was speechless-I didn’t even know how to respond.
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‘It was just a throwaway line, so why did it have to drag those two into this mess again?’ | thought, feeling a little
annoyed.
Not wanting to get into it, | just mumbled, “Yeah!”
Ryan could tell | wasn’t even trying, and his face fell. “You can’t even bother to givea convincing lie, huh?”
| gave a sheepish laugh. “Okay, fine, maybe | am picking on you a little. I just thought you'd be easy to trick
since you're
younger.”
Ryan shota look, half annoyed, half helpless. “If you leave me, you'll never find another guy who's easier to
fool than
me. Truston that.”
| couldn’t help but laugh. When it comes to makingfeel better, Ryan is unbeatable-he’s just so easy to tease
and cheer
up.
“Alright, 1 won't trick you anymore. | really don’t want to see you looking all pitiful and about to cry,” | said out
loud, but in my head, | couldn't help picturing how Ryan would look with those red, watery eyes-honestly, who
wouldn't want to see that? He'd be so pretty and so easy to bully.
Ryan gavea helpless look, then stood up and looked down at me. “I got carried away just now and didn’t
think about your feelings. Sorry. I'll try to control myself better from now on.”
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