Chapter 381: Sucking Him Off
Sofia’s POV
| told myself | was only doing this for the money. | needed it badly. The investigator | hired charged a lot, and
most of my savings were already gone. Getting this money every month would helpso much. And it wasn’t
sex. It was only a blowjob. All | had to do was close my eyes, get it over with, and then it would be done.
"Do you want it here?" | asked, my voice rough.
"Yes," he said without a pause, his eyes locked onlike a hunter who had already caught his prey.
My knees felt weak as | lowered myself in front of him. My hands shook when | reached for his belt, and the
sound of the buckle coming undone made my heart pound even faster. | told myself it was just money. Just a
deal. But the truth was harder to face.
Because as | knelt there, every memory cflooding back. The way it used to be. The way | used to love
sucking him. And the ache insidereminded| hadn't been touched in years. Damien had been the last.
And now, here | was again, back where it all began.
| hated myself for it. For wanting him. For missing him. But my body betrayed me. Heat curled low in my belly,
spreading fast, makingwet even as | told myself this was nothing. Just a job. Just a trade.
Swallowing hard, I unzipped him, and his cock spilled out. My throat went dry as | cface-to-face with his
already hardened cock; it felt like he was bigger than | remembered. My lips hovered just above him, trembling,
betraying every denial | whispered in my head. | told myself again—this wasn’t desire, this was just money. But
the moment my mouth touched the tip of his cock, everything insideshattered.
The taste of him—familiar, salty—slid over my tongue as | closed my lips around him. | kissed him slowly first,
almost reverently, before letting my mouth open wider, swallowing inch by inch, like | was starving and he was
the only thing that could fill me.
His breath hitched, low and sharp, and the sound ignited something reckless in me. My tongue traced him,
teasing, circling, before | sucked harder, like it was a lollipop | couldnt put down. Heat coiled deep in my core,
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtmy body betrayingwith every wet sound | made around him.
Slowly, his hand slid into my hair, gathering it into a makeshift ponytail, and my heart kicked against my ribs.
With a sharp tug, he heldstill, his eyes locking onto mine. The connection made my whole body throb. | tried
to look away, to hide, but he wouldn't let me.
"Don’t you dare close those pretty eyes," Damien growled, his voice rough, dark. "I want to see every second of
you takinglike you used to."
Then he pushed deeper, his hips snapping forward, fucking my mouth in a way that madechoke and moan
all at once. Tears pricked my eyes, but the heat between my legs only grew worse, my underwear damp and
clinging to me. Every thrust sent a fresh wave of wetness spilling out of me, my body betrayingcompletely.
| wanted to turn, to bend over, to beg him to takethe way he used to—to feel his cock insideagain—but |
couldn't. This wasn’t supposed to be that.
"Fuck, Sofia," he groaned, his pace rougher now, his voice dripping with the sfilthy words that used to undo
me. "Your mouth was made for me. Look at you—on your knees, drooling all over my cock. You missed this,
didn’t you? You missed me."
| only responded with a gasp.
His thrusts grew harder, his grip tighter, and | moaned around him, the sound vibrating through my throat. My
eyes stayed locked with his, and the raw hunger there only madewetter, my whole body screaming for
more.
Damien’s grip in my hair tightened, holding my head in place as he drove into my mouth harder, deeper. Each
thrust made my throat stretch around him, my body trembling with the effort to keep up. My eyes watered,
saliva running down my chin, but instead of stopping him, the fire in my belly only burned hotter. | was dying for
him to stop torturinglike this and finally take me—bendover, fill me, fuckuntil I couldn't think.
But before | could beg, before | could turn around and give myself away completely, Damien groaned loud and
sharp. His hips jerked hard against my lips as he spilled inside me, hot and thick, flooding my mouth. | swallowed
on instinct, choking slightly, my body shuddering at the taste of him.
When he finally pulled back, breathing rough, | wiped my lips and turned, my chest heaving. The ache between
my legs was unbearable, a hollow, desperate need clawing at me. | wanted him so badly it hurt, but my pride
wouldn't letbreak.
"Are we done?" | asked, my voice hoarse, raw. | didn’t look at him when I said it. "Can | leave now?"
Inside my head, the words screamed louder than anything else. Please... ask to fuck me. Please, Damien, turn
do was beg silently.
But he didn’t move. He didn’t reach for me. He only adjusted himself, his breathing steadying, his voice cold.
"Yes," Damien said flatly. "You can leave."
The words cut deeper than any blade.
My chest caved, my heart sinking into
a pit of emptiness. For a secopgh
almost Lroke almost fel to my knees
alain—not from lust, but from the
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ache of wanting what | couldn't have.
But | bit it back. | nodded, hiding the
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With shaky legs, | pushed myself up. My lips were swollen, my throat raw, my pussy still wet and throbbing with
need he had no intention of easing. Without another word, | walked out of the room.
By the t| reached my room, my
legs felt numb, my chest too lightyto
hold it all in. | shutithe dof behind
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What am | doing? The question echoed over and over in my head. My body still throbbed with desire for him, but
my heart... my heart was breaking.
We were related. Blood bound. And worse—our families were enemies. This was wrong in more ways than | could
count, and yet | kept letting myself have these feelings.
| sighed, closing my eyes in shame,
wondering who | could talk to. Who
could | tell without bein judgsdnn
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through the haze of guilt and shame,
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With trembling hands and a broken heart, | reached out through the bond, opening the mind link. "Olivia..."