Chapter 431: No longer Easy
Selene’s POV
My heart jumped, but | kept my eyes shut. | pretended to be asleep. If | looked at him now, | didn’t know what |
would say. So | just breathed slowly and steadily, like | was dreaming. He let out a long sigh. His hand brushed
my hair back, gentle in a way | never thought he could be. Another sigh came, heavier this time, like he was
tired of carrying something too big.
Then he moved. His strong arms slid under me, liftingas if | weighed nothing. | smelled him — iron, smoke,
and something dark — wrapping all around me. He walked across the room and setdown on the couch in his
study. The leather felt cold against my skin. My blouse was half open, my skirt still messy from before, but he
didn’t fix it. He just stood there, looking at me.
Another sigh. Then his fingers brushed my hair again, soft and slow. "Sleep," he whispered, like it was a prayer.
| heard his steps fade. The door opened, then closed. Silence returned. Only then did | open my eyes.
"| think I'm in love with you..."
The words stayed in my chest like a heavy stone.
I lay there on the couch, half-naked, my body weak, my blood still poisoned... and | wondered what the hell was
going on. My wolf growled deep in my head, sharp and loud: "Admit it, Selene — you like him..."
| clenched my fists, ignoring her. | didn’t want to hear it. | didn’t want to admit she was right. Because the truth
was — | hadn't stopped him. | could have. But | didn’t.
| told myself it was strategy. That if | wanted him to drink from me, | had to keep him close, to let him trust me.
But even now, the heat of his body, the sound of his moan, the weight of his words — "I think I'm in love with
you" — they all tangled in my chest until | couldn't breathe.
| shook my head and sat on the couch, my whole body aching. Just today we had sex more than twice. My wolf
scoffed, "Pretty too many for someone you claim to hate," she mocked. | rolled my eyes, ignoring her as | got to
my feet and arranged myself.
My body still ached, my wolf still restless, but | forced myself back to my room. Every step was heavy. Every
thought heavier. | told myself this was all part of the plan. That | was still in control. That | wasn’t falling into his
arms because | wanted to — but because | needed him to trust me.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtAnd yet... my wolf wouldn't stop growling inside my head. "Admit it, Selene. You like him. You want him."
I slammed the door behindand leaned against it, my chest rising and falling too fast. "No," | hissed back,
gripping my hair. "It’s the mate bond. That's all it is. | don’t want him."
But even as | said it, | could still feel his touch on my skin. His voice in my ear. His words — "I think I'm in love
with you" — squeezing the breath out of me.
| dropped to the edge of the bed, burying my face in my hands. For hours | kept contemplating until | began
feeling suffocated, wishing there was anyone | could talk to besides my wolf, who was clearly againstkilling
Frederick the moment she realized we were mated to him.
| felt so tired. My body felt like jelly. | crawled into bed and pulled the blanket up to my chin. My eyes closed. My
wolf quieted a little. | fell asleep.
I had a dream. In my dream, Frederick was near me. He bent down and took my hand. He leaned close, and his
fangs touched my skin. | could feel his breath. | could feel everything.
Then something terrible happened. He drank from me. At first it was quiet. Then his face went pale. His eyes
rolled back. He stumbled, gripped the table, and fell to the floor. He was not moving. He was not breathing.
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him, | pushed him, | shook him, but
he was still. | could hear nothing put
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| woke up with a sob. | was crying for real. My pillow was wet. My heart felt like it was breaking. If that dream
ctrue, | thought I had killed him. My hands shook. A cold weight sat in my chest.
| remembered why | had chere. | remembered my plan. | had wanted revenge. | had wanted to kill him for
my mother. But now — now | was not sure | could do it.
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finish it? What if | couldn't watch him
die? The thought made my head spin
and my legs [Eee Idnadihed
standinbldver him and not being able
to move, listening to his last breath
and knowing | had caused it. My
hands shook just thinking about it. |
had practiced the plan a hundred
times in my head, but now the idea of
actually doing it felt impossible. The
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| lay very still and tried to breathe slowly. The house was quiet. My wolf whined softly, confused. | whispered to
the empty room, "I don’t know if | can do this."
For the first tsince | had come,
my fear was not only about being
found out. It was about killing
someone who deserved to be mn
killed—or. maybe-sofohe thad
sBrfed td care for. My eyes burned
with more tears. What had been
planned as a simple, clean task now
felt messy and wrong in my chest. |
had thought | could do it without
mercy, but now every memory of him
made my hands tremble. This was
supposed to be easy, | reminded
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