My Secret, My Bully, My Mates by Miss L

As if my body knew I needed to get up and away from the guys for a bit. I woke up before dawn and slipped out of bed. I turned to look at them before I left and like always when they are sleeping, they actually look young and at peace. Each tangled up under their own sheet, chest bare, leaving the big fluffy comforter for me. They are both so handsome, it's kind of ridiculous. And they have been givingmy space while staying close. It's a start I guess.

I should talk to them about that night and figure out what they were actually thinking, but it still hurts too bad knowing they took her side over listening to reason and having the evidence shoved up their nose. I'm not ready, I'm still angry, no matter how much they drawin, I am just still angry and for the first tin my life I am making sure people know when they hurt me. I'm not just going to brush it under the rug and take it. They need to realize that they can't shieldfrom a fight literally coming for me. They can't forceto do anything and there is something very powerful in that knowledge. So I strode down the stairs and into the room I share with Lil to find her already dressed and waiting.

"I wasn't sure how early you wanted to train and I figured with the other half of our girls band occupied with their mates you would go alone, and I couldn't have that. That is the one thing I agree on with these guys." She laughs at me.

"Did you check the door before you cin?" I ask gathering things to change.

"Of course I did. I'm done being cursed, but that seems to be an occupational hazard being teamed up with you. Did you check it?" "No actually. I could smell your scent all over the door so I knew I didn't have to." I winked at her. She stuck her tongue out atand I just rolled my eyes and changed. There's no use taking a shower, we are just going to get disgusting.

We ran downstairs and grabbed quick protein bars from the kitchen. I don't know why I just really wanted to get out of the house before any of the guys figured out we left. There is something so satisfying about that thought. We jogged over to the training grounds. There is a small group of warriors training. A few waved, but most just let us pass and do our thing. The wreckage of the obstacle course is still there. There's no need to waste energy on it right now with the pups and teens gone. The pack is actually so quiet right now without all the hustle and bustle of life everywhere. I hope they're all okay, I miss the pups the most. That was a huge motivation for getting back heventually and now they aren't even here.

Lil and I get started not wanting to waste any time. It only took about a half hour for them to join us at the training grounds, but they didn't interrupt us. In fact they didn't talk to us at all, just got to their own training. Mateo, Jena, Sierra and Sam are still notably absent this morning, but I don't blthem. We are about to be attacked and they just found their mates. I would probably do the sknowing the possibility of losing them is very high right now.

It felt so good to really train for once and after getting actual sleep. My body feels good, my mind is clear. I really want to work with Gentry and Elena to figure out this pentagram thing. As we were walking back to the packhouse, the guys actually didn't bring the truck for once, we were stopped by Ava and Brett. I haven't seen her since the ceremony yesterday. I know she was mingling with sof the warriors at the packhouse after, but I lost sight of her about an hour in.

"Hey boys." She hugs each of the twins and then Oliver. Then she hugs me. "My sweet girl, Lil. How are you all?" She gives Lil a side squeeze.

"We're good mom, how are you doing?" Cam asks.

"I'm actually better now that the ceremony is done and your father is back with the Moon Goddess. I feel like a weight is lifted, but it still hurts." She absently rubs her mark on her neck, which I'm just now noticing is faded.

Is that what happens when your mate dies? You start to lose all traces of their connection to you. That sounds awful. I lean in to hug her again. I wish I could take her pain away.

"I actually wanted to find you boys, I have something to show you." She links her arms with Cam and Kota and starts to lead them to the packhouse. Brett, Oliver, Lil and I all follow. We head in the front door and she leads them to the elevator. She hasn't looked back at us once, so I know this is something she wants to share with just her and the boys. I head on towards the kitchen with Lil. Brett and Oliver are following. I think this is the first tBrett has left her side since Lucas passed. I wonder if it's hard for him to give up his position as her Gamma, or if this is exactly what his position was designed for? "Hey! It's all the mated saps." Lil shouts. "Sierra, how you doing? Walking alright today?" Lil laughs at her own joke.

"I'm actually good. Lots of practice before the real deal." Sierra winks back. I can't say if I will ever join into their s*xual innuendo banter, but at least I don't feel like my face is on fire out of embarrassment. The rest of my friends laugh.

"You good Bitty? You're a little red there." Oliver traces a finger on one of my cheeks, which of course makes it worse. I stand corrected, it still makesso uncomfortable I turn into a tomato.

"Yup." I walk over to make a plate for lunch with the rest of my friends laughing at me.

"So, Sam, did you even make it all the way upstairs before you marked your girl?" Lihasks, taking the attention away from me, thank the Goddess.

"Of course I did!" He is so tic, acting offended. "Marking your mate is special and once in a lifetfor most of us. We got to the top of the stairs and made it to the couch in the common area of our floor. don't suggest anyone sit on that couch anytsoon." We are all rolling with laughter. Of course they would mark and mate in a semi-public place not caring if anyone caught them.

"Well, I'm glad we were all safely tucked into bed when that happened." Lil finally cback with ve el after calming down a bit. "You two were bad enough before the bond kicked in, you need to be quarantined to another part of the pack for a bit." "Oh shut up, it wasn't that bad. Besides everyone knew it was coming" "Those of us with extra good hearing did anyway." The whole room went silent and Oliver dropped his fork halfway to his mouth. My eyes went wide. Search the Findwebsite on Gøøgle to access chapters of early and in the highest quality.

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