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Laying in bed so much is makingfeel a bit grimy so | decide to take another quick shower. Before | took a
nap, we finally put all of my clothes in the closet. And while | love wearing Griffin's clothes. Being able to wear
my clothes again feels good too. While the weather is good, the nights still get chilly. And I still get cold easily
since being back home. | decided to wear one of my few long-sleeved, maxi dress with long sleeves. Taking a
shawl withto put on if it gets too chilly.
Again, Griffin tellshow beautiful | look, enforcing his compliment. with another chaste kiss. Everybody is
already waiting in the private part of the royal garden, so again | pay it no mind. | do not ask him if he is still
attracted to me. We promised each other we would be okay at the end of all of this. I just have to believe in that
promise, | just have to be- patient. It’s not like | am healed, so maybe it’s just my mind playing tricks on me
again. It could be | am just getting back to the mindset where | doubt everything Griffin does because | am too
scared to believe someone so perfect forcould lovethe way he does.
“Thanks, Griff you look handsyourself” Is all | say and | mean it.
Linking my arm with the arm he offers me, we just walk out to the private garden, not saying much. There isn't
much we need to say now. All we need to talk about is more suitable for a conversation with the
others all around us.
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After we sat down Dad, started grilling up smeat, and everyone was getting sside dishes. For a few
moments when we are filling up our plates, chatting about everything and nothing, it feels like we are just having
a nice family dinner. Until Rodrick is the first one to broach the subject, we have all been tiptoeing around.
“Are you ready to hear about everything that has happened in your absence?” He asks
I don’t think | am ready and | am not even sure | am ready to tell Griffin what happened when | was in a coma. If
| can even call it that, to me, it felt more like a long lucid dream. Ready or not to move on from this, | need to
know all that has happened. And so | look at Rodrick and tell
him:
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“Yes, | am ready, in fact, | think | need to know all of this”
Rodrick agrees but pushes Griffin to be the first to talk.
And he does, he tells it all how he didn’t believe the letter for a second. Despite the self-doubt about not being
good enough for me. That knowing the realand how much we loved each other kept him believing. He then
toldabout the video on his website, and how he just like | suspected put as many hints in the video as he
could. Expecting David to show it to me. Hoping it would stop him from
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Then he toldabout all the resources he used to find me. The desperation he felt when he couldn't and the
getting back to the Blood Moon pack. Hearing that, my parents had tried to be the new rulers. Certainly
explained a lot about what happened during my tin the dungeon. That must have been the reason David
stopped going back to the pack. Since he no longer had a pack to control with his Alpha command. It was the
reason Griffin had gone back so soon after arriving at the Blood Moon pack as a member of the royal family, that
he had to. The Elder Council would have made him if he did not go voluntarily.
Heard nobody was able to save the pack, finding out that the pack | grew up in no longer existed. The pack |
wanted to becthe Luna of in hopes of making it better and stronger was gone, and hurt me: Granted, it was
never a good pack, even before the abuse started. Even with most of the wolves in my pack respecting my
parents too much to do more than make snide remarks. | had never been happy there because things like rank
and strength were too important to all the pack members. Deep down, | knew it was because of the way it was
the pack was being led that cost the members to do so.
Selene herself had toldthe reason she chose David as my mate and not Griffin was because she hoped |
could be the Luna the pack needed. Because she knew that the pack was not going to survive being led the way
it had been for generations under the rule of the Birch family.
“I hate | disappointed you, Darling, | tried to save them. | really did. And Mom, Dad, and | have discussed we will
cup with new laws to
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make sure something like this doesn’t happen again. | get it isn’t enough you wanted to heal the pack now as
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmyour second chance mate | ruined it all” He looks so broken.
All this t| thought | knew how much this had hurt him. But it’s more, he has not only been scared about
finding me. Desperate to be with me, his mate, again. No, he has taken on all the weight of the world on his
shoulders. He has never referred to himself as my second chance mate. He wouldn't let anyone refer to us as
second-chance mates.
When | asked Dillion about it because Griffin never really answered the question. He toldthat Griffin felt
there was a negative ring to “second chance” Like it wasn’t as good as being with your fated mate. Your first
fated mate, so hearing him refer to himself as the second. chance mate who ruined the plans | made with my
first fated mate. Meant he was judging himself too harshly.
Suddenly I knew if | wanted to tell Griffin and the other's about all that Selene had told me. No matter how Griffin
would feel about her and his faith afterward. He needed to know that he had always been the maté that was the
most suitable for me. That he wasn’t my second chance, my do-over. Finding him and being with him so | could
live my life with the mate that was most suited forwas an apology gift. He didn’t ruin. anything Selene
herself had toldshe was wrong to have so much. faith in David andbeing able to bring the pack back to
where it should be. The poison that is the rule of the Birches had spread too far. Sometimes you had to cut off
the infected limb to save the rest of the body, and that is exactly what Griffin had done. Together we would make
sure no other pack would ever go through something like this.
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Because he was the only one | could ever accomplish something like that
with..
“Griff | need to tell you something, something you should all know” | started, hoping that this wouldn't hurt him
too much.