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She probably thinks she is hiding it from me, but | can tell something is wrong with Ayla. Ever since Hannah
begged her to reconsider her punishment it is as if she has grown a little dull. Almost like she was muted, | can
only hope she brings it up when it is just the two of us. That would mean she trustsenough to letin. To
tellwhat is bothering her. | know she trustsand will telleventually. | just hope that she will tell me
soon so | can be there for her. She has known Hannah her entire life and | know it must be hard for her to deal
with Hannah being a rogue now “because of her decision”
Surely, the other option would have been worse. | had good reasons to believe that if it hadn't been for Ayla
requesting such a lenient punishment. Hannah would have been executed. It was the punishment Dad told me
he would have asked the Council of Elders for if it was not for Ayla, wanting to spare her life. That's why she
wanted to see Hannah two nights ago. If she hadn't been pregnant | was fairly sure Ayla‘ would have agreed with
having Hannah executed. Hannah should thank the Moon Goddess that my beautiful mate was so warm and
kind-hearted that she not only spared her life. But even allowed her to live out the rest of her days in freedom.
Where she could build a life with her pup.
Granted it was not ideal but rogues have been known to go and live amongst humans. As a wolf, you can even
find a way to make sure your don’t lose your wolf. All you needed to do was to go on regular runs. In your wolf
form of course but with a little planning, Hannah would be able to. She could tell her pup all about werewolf
culture, and teach
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them how to shift. Take them on runs and in the end let them travel
spacks to find their mate. Granted, it wouldn't be the best life for a young wolf. It would or could still be a
fulfilling one. David and Hannah were the only ones responsible for the fact that their pup had no pack to grow
up in. No other wolves, that wanted to be in their or their pup’s life. Like how David was the only one responsible
for the fact that his firstborn would grow up without a father.
Maybe this was easy forto say though. All | saw when | looked at Hannah was the she-wolf worried about the
wolf that mistreated her and all of her pack and family members. The monster who killed his family just to try to
get the mate that he rejected back. Ayla being my second. chance mate was only part of it. Nothing of what
David did, what Hannah supported was okay. Maybe it would be less personal if it wasn’t my mate. The one |
loved so much. But | would have petitioned the two-
of them to be executed.
Ayla was different though she was far more forgiving and kind-hearted than | am. It was something | loved her
for. Something that | admired but | know sometimes it was hard on her. Even without her telling| knew she
was either doubting her decision or feeling guilty about it. She shouldn't be, not when the woman she was
feeling sorry for tried to ruin. her life. Hannah told Cynthia to be careful not to beclike her. Everyone found it
odd that Cynthia was the one who helped Hannah get her things in order until Mom pointed out that the two of
them had spent stbeing locked up together. With Ayla as a common enemy of
ssort.
Mom figured they might have formed a kind of friendship, something we
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all agreed on after we thought about it. Hannah's warning to Cynthia should be a warning sign to Ayla. Proof that
the two she-wolves had spoken about her in sunkind way. After all, Hannah warned Cynthia to let it go and
not end up like her. Yet all it seemed to do was make Ayla feel worse.
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The second the gates to the pack ground closed Hannah standing on the other side and grabbing her chest as
the hurt of becoming rogue coursed to her body. Ayla had gone to her office saying she needed to study for her
education to beca Queen. At first, | figured she did not want to see Hannah going through all that pain. Even
if | felt it was deserved | walked away too. | would never watch another wolf suffer.
Or well | might watch David suffer for all he has done to my wonderful mate but nobody else. But it had been
three hours now, and Ayla still hadn't cout. She had skipped dinner lettingknow she was not hungry. it
worriednot just because there was a very high chance she was pregnant meaning she would need to eat
enough. Sometimes with how hectic our lives were we forgot just how much stress she had been under lately.
Even the sessions with her therapist were on hold now. She had to cancel due to heat, she had to skip one
because of an important meeting the week before. Now we would reschedule when the heat wast
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But with the trial starting directly after the heat, Ayla hadn't had the chance to schedule a new appointment. Let
alone attend one, meaning she has been without therapy for three weeks. Both for her mental well-
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being and for her physical well-being. When the last days must have taken a toll on her physical and especially
mental health. | wanted her to eat and | wanted to cheer her up without making it too obvious | was worrying
about her. Knowing her she would just feel bad about it again.
Ultimately | decided to make her oven-baked sliders with my crispy oven-baked garlic potato wedges. Mom had
given us sof her famous. coleslaw before so | paired it with that. Thirty minutes later | knocked on the door
of her office. Unsurprised at the fact she didn’t answer me. She would often put on her headphones if she was
trying to focus, or just wanted to cut herself off from the outside world. She wasn’t ignoringon purpose.
Opening the door while carrying a tray with two plates of food and two glasses of Dr. Pepper was a challenge but
| eventually managed too.
“Darling, | got hungry and | realiii..” | started to tell her my excuse as to why | brought her dinner to her office.
But my words fell away when | finally saw Ayla. | almost let the tray fall from my hands as my heart broke and
what | saw. Something | never expected to see even if | should have. Everything has been leading up to this, but
| got too caught up in life, | was so excited to be able to rebuild things with Ayla. To take more steps toward the
future. That | hardly ever considered if Ayla was ready to take these steps. If Ayla was as excited and as capable
of rebuilding our lives together. She would always push aside my worries, and | would let her because it was
easier. So ultimately | was to blfor this.