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Still, 1 tell Sam he can telleverything, if his daughter is up to anything it would be better to hear it from him. Not just find out
when we need to deal with the consequences of whatever it is she has done.
“I have been trying to be strict with Cynthia because | am still upset with what she has been doing. And honestly, | know if she
was going to keep up like that she would be banished, and rightfully so. But | cannot handle the pain of having to lose my
daughter after having lost my mate?” My heart honestly broke for Sam, he knew just how wrong his daughter’s actions were.
He was doing everything he could to stop her, but he had lost his grip on her years ago.
“That is why | wanted her to get a job, she needs to know what it is to put effort into getting the things you want. | have always
felt like | had taken her mother away from her. Emma and | had agreed, | would be hin tin the evenings so Emma could
join the pack runs. She loved being hwith little Cynthia and she loved being a housewife. The night Emma got killed | was
late, so late that Emma missed the pack run. She wasn’t even upset with me. You know what she did Princess?” Sam was on the
verge of tears, but | didn’t know | was a newborn baby when it happened.
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Cynthia and | were the sage and if she had not grown up to be this person we might have becfriends at one point. All |
could now though was focus on her father who trustedenough to tellall of this. Saying | did not know what happened felt
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtwrong. It was the truth, a truth Sam must realize himself and still it felt wrong to say it. So | just placed my hand on his shoulder
and shook my head.
“She thankedfor taking such good care of our little family. Tellingthat she lovedfor making sure Cynthia would
always get what she needed. Then she kissedand went out on that damned run she would never return from. Cynthia being
like she is now is my fault, first | took her mother away from her. Then | did not raise her right, spoiling her because of Emma’s
words aboutalways giving Cynthia what she wanted was on my mind in a loop. Now | ruined my daughter’s chances.” Sam
was fighting his tears now and my resolve to keep Cynthia banned from the castle weakened not because of her but because of
her father.
I knew it was not his fault his mate got shot and died. No words | could, offer him would make him see that though. For more
than twenty years he had been beating himself up over this. All | could do was make it so that he wouldn't feel as burdened by
his daughter's punishment. Not that it was my right to lessen or shorten it. Because it was not a punishment handed out by me. |
could however plead her case with Rodrick and hope he would see my sight of things. But before | could suggest doing so Sam
continued.
“She wanted to chere tonight, she was all dressed up. Stating that it was an event not held in the castle so the ban did not
apply to it. I told her not to and she listened. Sure | could see how gutted she was to be
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missing out on yet another event but she didn’t say anything and just accepted it. She is also trying really hard to get a job, but
no pack member is going to hire her. It is not that | blthem though please do not getwrong. She has been asking about
getting a job outside of the pack grounds. We are in a bit of an impasse now. And since she is doing. so much better I...” Sam
sighed like he lost the courage to continue speaking to me.
“So you want her to be able to find a job outside of the pack?” | prompted Sam to tellmore but he didn’t. He just nodded
defeated like during tellingof the situation he accepted what he was about to askwould be too much.
| didn’t get it though | never told Cynthia that she should get a job. Let alone stay on pack grounds while doing so all to pay a
boarding fee to her father. Or a bit of rent as | saw it. So why would he be scared or nervous to askabout changing the rules
of the punishment he handed out?
“Do you want my permission to change the punishment you have giyen your daughter?” | asked just to be sure. | was fairly
certain that was the cause but | wanted to be completely sure.
| needed to understand what was going on in his mind. Luckily Sam was quick to explain this time.
“I wanted to keep her on pack ground all of the tso | could watch her. Every pack member would tellif she was doing
shitty things
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again. | hoped it would make you feel safer, but | also want her to be able to get a job. | know | do not need your permission to
permit her to find a job out of the pack?” Sam's reasoning was so sweet, and for me, it didn’t matter if she had actually been
doing better or not.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmHer telling her dad she would not go, could be a lie for all | knew. | didn’t hold it beneath her to sneak into the party despite what
her father said. Lying to him without any remorse. But her getting off the pack grounds madein no way feel more unsafe than
| was with her being on the pack ground. Maybe if David had still been here | would have felt worried about it. With every passing
day now he confirmed my
suspicion that he left everything behind and was never coming back for
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“I appreciate you taking my feelings into consideration so much Sam. But | don’t feel any less safe if Cynthia were to get a job on
the outside. And honestly, | think you are right and her having smore responsibilities will do her sgood.” | told Sam,
meaning every word
he said.
He huggedthankedand then shooedoff. After | had to promise him | would enjoy the rest of my night. | wouldn't have
minded talking to him a little longer. But | feel it had been enough for him. At all previous pack events, he had been a bit of an
outsider. Watching the other happy families from the sidelines, no doubt missing his mate.
“I saw that conversation, it seemed awfully loaded” A voice | knew but couldn't quite place toldas a long slender hand
grabbed my
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shoulder. | froze to the spot eyes scanning over the ground to see where Griffin was and when | couldn’t find him my heart
dropped to my stomach. As | decided to give in and turn to the voice to see who it was. And what they wanted from me.
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